She’s tired, more than the tired that normal people decribe in their daily lives. She means the kind of tired that penetrates your bones and feels like our body weighs a million pounds.
She is lonely, she holds the weight of her family’s burdens, despite them being detrimental to her own health and she doesn’t even care. She loves him. She knew almost immediately that she loved him and was willing to accept the fact that his flaws will not always allow her the complete satisfaction that she so desperately desires from him.
Hoever, this comes at a detrimental cost to her mental well-being, and the sad part? She is privy to the games that he’s playing She know’s she’s sinking deeper, falling further into the rabbit hole and there isn’t a thing she can do to stop it.
Her fate is sealed.